POEM18

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW


You are so special to me,
It happened so suddenly,
I want to forget you quickly,
But I was locked with a key.

Why I love you so much,
When you’re so out of touch.
I really love you with all my heart,
But you abandoned me in the dark.

This feeling I want to share,
But it seems you don’t care.
I know I really can't deny,
Things I feel as I look in your eyes.

Everytime I see your face,
I know for me there's never any space.
I want you in different ways,
And that's all I want to say.

POEM17

THINKING OF YOU


Looking at my window thinking of you,
I want to see you,even though I want to forget you.
The rain continues to fall in my lonely night,
I wish you were here to hold me so tight.
What's waiting for me in the end?
I keep on falling and it seems no one to catch
And you keep on running far away so fast.

As I closed my eyes I began to remember,
All the things about you and words you told me.
Those memories makes me feel so lonely,
Why does my heart aching?I feel like drowning.
Do you remember the time we talk for an hour?
Hope you shouldn't and go waste your time
Trying hard to ignore these voices screaming in my mind.

My everything seems to fall apart,
Because you don't see what's inside my heart.
Everytime I look at your picture,
My heart waves and my tears slowly fall.
And I know you had your lover,
And you don't need me at all.
It's Like you didn't see me at the crowd.

POEM16

LOVING YOU SO BADLY


There's something that I feel I need to say,
But until now I’ve always been afraid.
The short time we spent together kept me insane,
I don’t know why I’m still waiting.
It's hurting me everytime I hear your name?
Please don’t do this I don’t want to be lonely again.

I wish you would realize these words I'm trying to say,
I thought that you said that it would be okay.
I’m trying to make it clear ,
Although you'll never know I'm here.
It brings me pain when I hate you,
I'm so lost in you, what should I do?

I want to say please need me and love me,
But now you‘re gone I want to walk away.
I think about you every hour and day,
I love you but you’re so far away.
I want you even though you didn’t notice me?
I’m still loving you so badly..

POEM15

HURTING


Why I love you so much,
When you don’t even love me back?
loving you made me so feel sad,
But to Pretend is wasn’t enough.
Those memories of you breaks my heart,
But I honestly love you a lot.

Why all things can't go well?
Your memories bringing me pain.
I want to forget you quickly,
But my heart still saying slowly.
Your words striking me down,
And I have no place to go now .

You don't know what I feel,
Because you're not here.
I want to be your friend,
But you don't want accept.
It's really hard to let you go,
I wish I could forget you forevermore.

You love her the way I love you,
And I know she love's you too.
They told me to calm down,
But when I start to close my eyes
It's really hard to accept.
I cried out loud, can I cry now?

POEM14

u CAN MOVE ON

When someone leaves you,
The tears and pain are with you.
It turns you into blue,
Just like painting without any hue.

Loving someone is our mission,
But it’s hard to forget someone who hurt us.
Not because of the pain they gave to us,
It’s because of the memories.

Learn to love and let go,
Days would past you’ve been tired
of being alone and wait for nothing,
Finally you realize you can move on..

POEM13

iF ONLY i COULD

If only I could stop myself admiring you,
If only I could stop myself waiting for you.
If only I could stop myself wanting you,
If only I could stop my heart beating, whenever I see you .
If only I could stop my mouth talking about you.
If only I could stop my mind dreaming of you,
If only I could teach my heart to stop loving you.
If only I could…..

POEM12

LEARNED

Some are broken hearted,
But, someone come and started.
Just try to savor each loving moment,
Because in every beginning has an end.
It’s easy to find love and trust,
But be ready to cry and crash.
Because loving someone is giving them a power to hurt you,
So you just learned to understand what’s the word I love you.
In every minutes and hours we could be a fool,
But sometimes in a second or years we could find true love that we always want.