POEM18

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW


You are so special to me,
It happened so suddenly,
I want to forget you quickly,
But I was locked with a key.

Why I love you so much,
When you’re so out of touch.
I really love you with all my heart,
But you abandoned me in the dark.

This feeling I want to share,
But it seems you don’t care.
I know I really can't deny,
Things I feel as I look in your eyes.

Everytime I see your face,
I know for me there's never any space.
I want you in different ways,
And that's all I want to say.

POEM17

THINKING OF YOU


Looking at my window thinking of you,
I want to see you,even though I want to forget you.
The rain continues to fall in my lonely night,
I wish you were here to hold me so tight.
What's waiting for me in the end?
I keep on falling and it seems no one to catch
And you keep on running far away so fast.

As I closed my eyes I began to remember,
All the things about you and words you told me.
Those memories makes me feel so lonely,
Why does my heart aching?I feel like drowning.
Do you remember the time we talk for an hour?
Hope you shouldn't and go waste your time
Trying hard to ignore these voices screaming in my mind.

My everything seems to fall apart,
Because you don't see what's inside my heart.
Everytime I look at your picture,
My heart waves and my tears slowly fall.
And I know you had your lover,
And you don't need me at all.
It's Like you didn't see me at the crowd.

POEM16

LOVING YOU SO BADLY


There's something that I feel I need to say,
But until now I’ve always been afraid.
The short time we spent together kept me insane,
I don’t know why I’m still waiting.
It's hurting me everytime I hear your name?
Please don’t do this I don’t want to be lonely again.

I wish you would realize these words I'm trying to say,
I thought that you said that it would be okay.
I’m trying to make it clear ,
Although you'll never know I'm here.
It brings me pain when I hate you,
I'm so lost in you, what should I do?

I want to say please need me and love me,
But now you‘re gone I want to walk away.
I think about you every hour and day,
I love you but you’re so far away.
I want you even though you didn’t notice me?
I’m still loving you so badly..

POEM15

HURTING


Why I love you so much,
When you don’t even love me back?
loving you made me so feel sad,
But to Pretend is wasn’t enough.
Those memories of you breaks my heart,
But I honestly love you a lot.

Why all things can't go well?
Your memories bringing me pain.
I want to forget you quickly,
But my heart still saying slowly.
Your words striking me down,
And I have no place to go now .

You don't know what I feel,
Because you're not here.
I want to be your friend,
But you don't want accept.
It's really hard to let you go,
I wish I could forget you forevermore.

You love her the way I love you,
And I know she love's you too.
They told me to calm down,
But when I start to close my eyes
It's really hard to accept.
I cried out loud, can I cry now?

POEM14

u CAN MOVE ON

When someone leaves you,
The tears and pain are with you.
It turns you into blue,
Just like painting without any hue.

Loving someone is our mission,
But it’s hard to forget someone who hurt us.
Not because of the pain they gave to us,
It’s because of the memories.

Learn to love and let go,
Days would past you’ve been tired
of being alone and wait for nothing,
Finally you realize you can move on..

POEM13

iF ONLY i COULD

If only I could stop myself admiring you,
If only I could stop myself waiting for you.
If only I could stop myself wanting you,
If only I could stop my heart beating, whenever I see you .
If only I could stop my mouth talking about you.
If only I could stop my mind dreaming of you,
If only I could teach my heart to stop loving you.
If only I could…..

POEM12

LEARNED

Some are broken hearted,
But, someone come and started.
Just try to savor each loving moment,
Because in every beginning has an end.
It’s easy to find love and trust,
But be ready to cry and crash.
Because loving someone is giving them a power to hurt you,
So you just learned to understand what’s the word I love you.
In every minutes and hours we could be a fool,
But sometimes in a second or years we could find true love that we always want.

POEM11

MISSING YOU

I remember the time,
I glanced at you for awhile.
I can’t forget the way you stare,
And those memory that we shared.

Now I’m wishing you I forgot,
Because I know that you’re not coming back.
I miss the day that you are mine,
And I always wait for you all the time.

Do you miss me too?
Or you’re happy now,
Cause you have someone new…

POEM10

OUR LOVE IS ALREADY END

Tears in the pass fade away,
But my love for you is still the same.
I still remember how we met,
I can’t deny you’re the one I can’t forget.

You’re special like my family,
But now I know you’re happy.
Cause you find somebody,
That makes you forget me.

When I hear your name,
I remember the memories that we share.
But I wanted to forget it,
Because I know our love is already end.

POEM9

i WANT YOU

I want to walk with you hand in hand,
I want you to understand.
I want to love you and you to love me,
I want to know you and you to know me.
I want to show you what love is and how love it can be,
I want to kiss you and you to hug me.
I want to fell your heart,
I want to hold you and you to know your part.
I want you to be mine,
I want it forever not soon and not for awhile.

POEM8

fRIENDS FOREVERMORE

I remember all the time we spend together,
All the laughter and pain we shared to each other.
I’m glad because you’re here, giving me strength and love,
I just want you to know you’re my friend forevermore.

POEM7

FEATHERS IN THE WIND

In lovers arms, love to so journ.
In people’s eyes joy to keep in turn.
This salty place I have to live, a suicide a death in this lonely cave.
If only I’m a bird to kiss the sky not a lover that soon to die.
If only I can live without you then I can paint without any hue.
I don’t really know I have no joy, no happiness to cradle my lonely night,
No body to shelter these sorrows in sights. If it’s about to me to stop, close these eyes.
Whishing I was a blind, I was a deaf like some other kind,
I wish I was a mute for me to keep all emptiness inside. Why I have no tomorrows to overcome?
Why I have these tears to fall? Why I have this heartache to feel?
Why I have no happiness to find in earth? You sheltered me in pain,
Bondage me in heartache those nights filled with tears.
All stars of mine or tomorrow will fall painful storm to abate by cries or love of mine to vanish and fade behind..

POEM6

aLONE

Watching the rain and feel the cold air,
Looking at the sky so high and grey.
Listening to the song with sad lyrics,
Take a deep breath and turn of the radio.

Why I feel so alone now?
Asking myself why? many questions in my mind.
My tears fall from the corner of my eyes,
Drops to the floor as I realize.

I had no one to talk to and no one cares,
This is the truth life is unfair.
But in the midst of my confusion,
I want to go out and feel the others presence.

What would I do now?
How could I hide all this loneliness?
My soul is full of sorrows,
What would I’ve done?
I’m so tired of being alone...

POEM5

i WANT YOU

I want to walk with you hand in hand,
I want you to understand.
I want to love you and you to love me,
I want to know you and you to know me.
I want to show you what love is and how love it can be,
I want to kiss you and you to hug me.
I want to feel your heart,
I want to hold you and you to know your part.
I want you to be mine,
I want it forever not soon and not for awhile.

POEM4

uNEXPECTEDLY

Unexpectedly you became part of my life
Unexpectedly you make me smile in silence
Unexpectedly you bring joy in my heart
Unexpectedly you touch my soul with happiness
Unexpectedly I was hoping that we will become friends
Unexpectedly I missing you so much
Unexpectedly I was hoping to see you again
Unexpectedly I realized I was waiting for nothing…

POEM3

iN SILENCE


In silence I want to be your friend,
In silence I can’t understand myself.
In silence I’m missing you so much,
In silence you’re in my heart and mind.
In silence I wanted to be with you,
In silence I wanted to see you.
In silence I wanted to see your smile,
In silence I don’t want to lose you in my sight.
In silence I want to say hello or hi,
In silence I wanted to hug you so tight.
In silence I imagine you and I,
In silence I admired you so much.

poem2

sECRET…

Looking at him again from a distance
The boy that I admire so much,
But, he don’t know that his my secret crush.
I want to tell him what I feel,
But were not close friends and I have no guts to tell him.
Boy I always thinking of you, like were together all day.
I know that’s just my fantasy that you will look at me,
If you only know how much I care for you.
If you only know I miss you so.
Not seeing you makes my day incomplete,
I want to be with you and to be your friend indeed.
Wish I can say hi or hello whenever I see you walk by,
Sometimes when I see you I pretend I don’t care,
But in my heart and mind I want to look at you and smile.

poem1

iNSIDE OF MINE

I may not express what I feel for you,
But in silence I want to do..
You may not feel my touch in your arms,
But the wind’s silent touch will do.
I may not be able to say in words how I admire you,
But I know God will do.
I don’t want this joy I feel to suddenly disappear,
If it does happen I would slowly cry.
I know I’ve known you only for a small amount of time,
And I know I can’t refuse this feeling inside of mine ..


sECRET…

Looking at him again from a distance
The boy that I admire so much,
But, he don’t know that his my secret crush.
I want to tell him what I feel,
But were not close friends and I have no guts to tell him.
Boy I always thinking of you, like were together all day.
I know that’s just my fantasy that you will look at me,
If you only know how much I care for you.
If you only know I miss you so.
Not seeing you makes my day incomplete,
I want to be with you and to be your friend indeed.
Wish I can say hi or hello whenever I see you walk by,
Sometimes when I see you I pretend I don’t care,
But in my heart and mind I want to look at you and smile.